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Eyes of straigh coal. Wondering of my place on this wicked world. Mabey with a girl, but non of my choice. For society doesnt respect people who choose the other way. Not to live another day, to feel betray. Dead inside, Seem to be the only way to stay alive. To strive to live life to the fullest extent. And to bare concent of those who seem to be greater. And wonder of who the creator of life might be. Possibly a greater vindicator. Only to see. For this is a shout for help. As if no one sees me. Just a mere though running through your brain. Only if someone could feel my pain. Experiance 25 seconds of my life. And not break down in trife. Thoughts of suidside bring me to the next day. Wondering if its worth it to even pray. Who am I praying to? Give me some clue. For now it seems worthless. Hells depression overwelms my soul. Falling deeper into the blackhole of no return. No one to turn too. No one to tell my problems. No one to cry on. Staying up till dawn with a morning yawn. For sleep is for the weak. I refuse to be beat. Who really would even care? No one is there. Waiting on me, wanting to see me. Wanting to be with me. Take my last breath. The smell of death. But no fear overwelms me. For I will rest eternaly.
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